I hate u :(

I am so mad at myself. I feel like I hate myself instead of hating you and I don't know if that's possible. Because I convinced myself I was over you and now I know it was all pretend...I pretended that I didn't look at you when you didn't notice I was. I pretended not to light up when you entered a room...I pretended not to be upset when we got in a fight. I pretended I didn't look forward to seeing you everyday. I pretended that I wasn't hurt when you broke my heart. I pretended I didn't miss you when you didn't come around. Now all these lies have showed me is that I miss you so much more than I had realized.

Die In Your Arms

                                                                  "Die In Your Arms"

[Intro]
Mhmm, uh-huh, yeah, yeah, alright,
Mhmm, uh-huh, yeah, yeah, alright,

Say you love me
As much as I love you, yeah
Would you hurt me, baby?
Could you do that to me, yeah?
Would you lie to me, baby?
'Cause the truth hurts so much more
Would you do the things that drive me crazy?
Leave my heart still at the door?

Oh, I can't help it, I'm just selfish
There's no way that I could share you
That would break my heart to pieces
Honestly the truth is...

If I could just die in your arms
I wouldn't mind
'Cause every time you touch me
I just die in your arms
Oooh, it feels so right
So baby, baby, please don't stop, girl

(Mhmm, uh-huh, yeah, yeah, alright) [2x]

Ooh, baby, I know loving you ain't easy
But sure is worth a try

Ooh, if there is a reason to call me a fool
'Cause I love too hard
Are there any rules, baby?
If this a lesson
Baby, teach me to behave
Just tell me what I gotta do
Just to stay right next to you, you, you

Oh, I can't help it, I'm just selfish
There's no way that I could share you
That would break my heart to pieces
Honestly the truth is...

If I could just die in your arms
I wouldn't mind
'Cause every time you touch me
I just die in your arms
Oooh, it feels so right
So, baby, baby, please don't stop, girl

Basically I'm saying here
I can't live without my baby
Loving you is so damn easy for me, yeah
Ain't no need for contemplating
Promise you won't keep me waiting
Tell me, baby, I'm all that you need

If I could just die in your arms
I wouldn't mind
'Cause every time you touch me
I just die in your arms
Oooh, it feels so right
So, baby, baby, please don't stop, girl

If I could die in your arms
Imma make you believe, girl
That I wouldn't mind, no
Eh, eh, eh, oh
Don't stop baby, no (oh, no)
It's what you do to me, yeah
Whoa, whoa, no, no, no, whoa, ooo-wooah
Baby, please don't go, girl
No, no, no, no

我的歌声里 You Exist In My Song - Wanting 曲婉婷

    没有一点点防备
　　也没有一丝顾虑
　　你就这样出现在我的世界里
　　带给我惊喜情不自已
　　可是你偏又这样
　　在我不知不觉中悄悄的消失
　　从我的世界里没有音讯
　　剩下的只是回忆

    你存在我深深的脑海里
　　我的梦里我的心里我的歌声里
　　你存在我深深的脑海里
　　我的梦里我的心里我的歌声里

　　还记得我们曾经
　　肩并肩一起走过那段繁华巷口
　　尽管你我是陌生人是过路人
　　但彼此还是感觉到了对方的
　　一个眼神一个心跳
　　一种意想不到的快乐
　　好像是一场梦境命中注定

　　你存在我深深的脑海里
　　我的梦里我的心里我的歌声里
　　你存在我深深的脑海里
　　我的梦里我的心里我的歌声里
　　世界之大为何我们相遇
　　难道是缘分难道是天意

　　你存在我深深的脑海里
　　我的梦里我的心里我的歌声里
　　你存在我深深的脑海里
　　我的梦里我的心里我的歌声里

　　你存在我深深的脑海里
　　我的梦里我的心里我的歌声里

我想我不会爱你

田馥甄(Hebe) - 我想我不会爱你

你的呼吸 还有你的声音
你的呼吸 穿过身体 我来不及反应
你的声音 躲在耳里 让我生病
谢谢 你给的 让我沉迷 让我丢掉了姓名
在好奇的时候 拉不住眼睛

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊 都快要抛弃
我想我不会爱你 只是也许

你的叹息 散落一地 让我歇斯底里
靠得太近 一不小心 弄伤自己
谢谢 你给的 让我沉迷 让我困住了自己
在迷路的时候 舍不得离去

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊 都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底 变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
所以逞强的 远远看着你
我想我不会恨你 只是也许

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊 都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底 变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
所以逞强的 远远看着你
我想我不会恨你 只是也许

他不爱我 :(

我知道他不爱我 :(
何必去在乎不在乎你的人...
先爱自己胜过一切

如果沒有你 - 莫文蔚

Hey我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey我真的好想你
太多的情绪 没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
最想说的话我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你
没有过去 我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你
我在哪里 又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已
hey我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里

你是否也像我一样在想你

The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

Virus attack :(

惨了，我又好像中了virus :(
Help!!! >.<

无价至宝 - 玺恩 SiEn

我的名字 刻画在你心中
我的脸孔 投映在你眼中
不是因为 我势力才能
乃是因着你奇妙宽容恩典


虽然有时 我会跌倒软弱
你却一直 包容不放弃我
用你慈爱 紧紧的拥抱
我赞美你 宝贵奇妙大爱


唯有你配得 所有的赞美
一切尊贵荣耀
主你的十架 是无价至宝
你是我尊贵的主耶稣


虽然有时 我会跌倒软弱
你却一直 包容不放弃我
用你慈爱 紧紧的拥抱
我赞美你 宝贵奇妙大爱


唯有你配得 所有的赞美
一切尊贵荣耀
主你的十架 是无价至宝
你是我尊贵的主


唯有你配得 所有的赞美
一切尊贵荣耀
主你的十架 是无价至宝
你是我尊贵的主耶穌


唯有你配得 所有的赞美
一切尊贵荣耀
主你的十架 是无价至宝
你是我尊贵的主


唯有你配得 所有的赞美
一切尊貴荣耀
主你的十架 是无价至宝
你是我尊贵的主耶稣
你是我尊贵的主耶稣

耶稣我需要你 - 玺恩

天天问自己，该怎么走下去，我看见自己，好多问题，
天天在找寻，走下去的目的，不想再盲目，不想再犹豫，
于是我遇见了你，开启我的心和灵，就连呼吸也开始有意义，
当我沉浸你爱里，追寻你真理，我的生命开始苏醒，
耶稣我需要你，像沙漠需要雨，
活着离不开氧气，就像我离不开你，
耶稣我需要你，像黑夜需要光明，
太阳离不开天际，我也离不开你。

出口 （Exit）- 陳璽恩

你没答应过
是我自己太冲动
没发现你的感觉已不同
你没有变
是我自己分不清界线
忘了要多给你一些空间
当泪水汇成一条河
当爱失去平衡
离开会更快乐
天亮就不怕了
*我开始明白这条路
是炼净的过程
学会了忍耐这个功课
没想像中曲折
一定会有一个出口
最适合我们去走
不过是一时脆弱
就带着微笑经过
我开始明白要先放手
才摸得到天空
若我可以咬紧牙忍受
将来会更成熟
这世上一定有个人
在永恒之处等我
我会在终点与他相逢

你没答应过
是我自己太冲动
没发现你的感觉已不同
你没有变
是我自己分不清界线
忘了要多给你一些空间
当泪水汇成一条河
当爱失去平衡
离开会更快乐
天亮就不怕了
*我开始明白这条路
是炼净的过程
学会了忍耐这个功课
没想像中曲折
一定会有一个出口
最适合我们去走
不过是一时脆弱
就带着微笑经过
我开始明白要先放手
才摸得到天空
若我可以咬紧牙忍受
将来会更成熟
这世上一定有个人
在永恒之处等我
我会在终点与他相逢

路过的人

路过的人可以有很多，可是真正的只可以选一个
很迷茫中, 我还在寻找当中...
十粒榴莲里，九粒是臭的？你只可以选一粒。
这也太难了吧！

要找到对的人需要时间。我只有可以的慢慢找  ;P

缺席 - 郑秀文

这应该是我们第一次分离
此时此刻我还不相信
你得衣服鞋子都还在我家里
我的忠贞你要带到哪里
我已经不能够再去疼爱你
什么事情我可以帮你
回意又塞不进抽屉或箱子里
沒有行李还能去哪里

都是你 沒有我你怎么挥霍你的任性
原谅你 如果原谅是一种证明
都是你 认我贪图渴望过去的甜蜜
原谅你 容许你在最后还是缺席

你的聪明我还在学习
你的错误都还来得及
我的決定你比谁都在意
我的沈默你怎么看不清

都是你 沒有我你怎么挥霍你的任性
原谅你 如果原谅是一种证明
都是你 认我贪图渴望过去的甜蜜
原谅你 容许你在我生命里缺席

Songs update =)

We are never ever getting back together- Taylor Swift:




Marilyn Monroe- Nicki Minaj:




Somewhere only we know- Keane:

有些事情说要来就来 :)

Today's total broked

My very 1st time visit to Debenhams today at Starhill Gallery and I totally fall in love :)
There's a Debenhams outlet at The Curve too! But going there is kinda inconvenient for me.
Although some dresses and clothes are quite pricey but I just LOVE the elegant style and fashion and patterns and cutting of it ♥
It's just soooo meee..... and I'm adding in one more "must-go shopping outlet" in my list now!
hehehee..... but i didn't get anything from the store :( Almost bought a dress but rethink and rethink again....
I will get a chance. Don't worry.... :)

Today's (this month) items and I was totally broke :(((
Miss Sharon's gold necklace checked :)
Birkenstock checked :)
Miss Selfridge checked :)
Bow hair pin checked :)

Opppssss..... Did I say "satisfied" that word? hahahaha....

Now there's few more to go in my list :-

- high-low skirt
- studs/spikes bracelet
- studs/spikes flats
- thin belt (stirking orange color with a bow on it) - checked :)
- purse (short one or mini)
- stylish tote bag (for work/shopping)
- a set of fork and spoon (prefer it comes with a box) + a cup and teaspoon (for office)

That's all in my mind (for temporary).
Will add more in if there's anymore to go. hahahaha....
Oopppssss.. sounds so greedy rite?


" What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul? " Matthew 16 : 26 

The power of L.O.V.E.

For such consequences, u had confused me >.<
Not to say you're right or wrong, but I just feel confuse with your actions.
Being friends first before you decide to start a relationship with anybody.
This is the lessons I see from many many couples that had broke up after knowing each other more deeper eg. attitude, habits, thinking, acting, and every single thing in each other's life.
I don't wanna mess things up and hope for a good future.
I just wanna be myself and start loving GOD before anything else.
And not to forget, love your neighbor, family and close friends.
Appreciate them while you can.

幸福 . 摩天轮

   追追赶赶 高高低低
歌 深呼吸然后与你执手相随
词 甜蜜中不再畏高
转 可这样跟你荡来荡去 无畏无惧
自 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
音 * 天荒地老流连在摩天轮
魁 在高处凝望世界流动
网 失落之处仍然会笑着哭
ｉ 人间的跌荡 默默迎送
ｎ （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
ｋ 当生命似流连在摩天轮
ｕ 幸福处随时吻到星空
ｉ 惊栗之处仍能与你互拥
·  仿佛游戏之中 忘掉轻重 *
ｃ （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
ｏ 追追赶赶 高高低低
ｍ 惊险的程度叫畏高者昏迷
　 凭什么不怕跌低
　 多侥幸跟你共同面对 时间流逝
　 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
　 东歪西倒 忽高忽低
　 心惊与胆战去建立这亲厚关系
　 沿途就算意外脱轨
　 多得你 陪我摇曳


好怀念这首歌!
今天在youtube把它找回来听听一下
好有feel~~


sharon

家~永远是最好的地方

就算你走遍了整个世界，你还是在站在这个地球上的某个角落。
我虽然没有机会走遍整个世界，可是我觉得没有一个地方是安全的。
世界变了，可是家永远不会变，因为有家人的爱和关心。

家是给你好好休息的地方。
家可以让你放下一切。
家永远是最温暖的。
家是最安全的地方。

让我们开始学习去爱我们的家和家人吧！

A question strikes my mind

Hi September, pretty pretty please.... please be good to me. Or maybe more lessons to come?


Do you know?

When u success in something - career/work/studies/life/achievement/award/whatever.... , there is someone behind who bears the suffer for you, so that you will SUCCESS???

I'm so grateful that I still have so many great people, great company in my life, I have a suitable job, lovely family, church mates, all the people around me, who cares for me, who loves me, I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to all of them. Even if I lost everything esp. money, I still have all of YOU in my life!

GOD is sooooo sooooooo GOOD to me!!! Esp. to me, HE is my SUPER HERO to me. HE is so GREAT and SPECIAL! I wanna GIVETHANKS to YOU! YOU made me so special, and YOU gave me a chance to learn so many precious lessons in my life. I felt that I've grown up year by year. Different years with different point of view and experiences. 

THANK YOU JESUS!!!! 

Love from this little girl in the world,

Sharon