listen to me... **craps**

I am in the state of being cast off among my friends. Maybe you can say I'm getting rid of them and I just don't know why or for a particular reason, I just wanna stay apart from them. It is pretty hard for me to decide something even though I'm being invited. Of course joining them together is part of my pleasure and joy, but when I have the feeling of being the superfluous one in that group, yea... WHAT A SAD THING!!! What if a person welcomes you but the another is not? For me it's better than without the invite. I just hate to be the third party to interrupt people. Aha... I'm just being kind instead of mean. yea... Cut off the complicated part, it's just simple. Life is so great to be FREE & EASY, that's all what I want.