What a day=)

Yesterday was really a kick!
I hope everyday I can take MC and rest at home just like yesterday.
Hmm... <3
Though my evening time was not so good. I can confirm once again that my heart is not with you anymore. It's a good news to me! I feel so grateful that finally I can step out in such a comfortable way. I just feel so happy for myself. Yeah, it's true.

After that walking around with you in the mall makes me feel so happy:)
I love it! ^.^
haha....
Maybe I've quite a long time didn't been there shopping d
****sounds stupid****
I really hope that I can have more chances to spend with you:)
hmm.... that feeling... feeling comfortable!

I won't take tea nor coffee anymore especially during evening and night time.
It was so suffering. I can stayed up so awake with ma big eyes for the whole night@.@
Oh my goodness!


Love,
WERN

很乱啊！！！

很乱很乱！！！
需要安静一些的空间。。。
:'(:''(:'''(
给我时间去想想吧！

又来了啦！

不好了。。。不好了。。。
“你”一直都回来找我
你让我一直去想
我最讨厌的也来找我
你们到底是怎么了？
我真的很期望我能够很快的忘记这一切
我相信我可以做到的

我好笨
这些好像都是自己拿来的痛苦
可是至少我学会聪明了些

今天听到了这首歌 “勇气” - 梁静如
歌词里的意义让我感觉到好像回到从前那样，就这样，我的心又开始想你了 :'(






终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我爱你的意义(我的爱就有意义)
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心你的真心
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

依然想念

他依然还是他。。。。
无法去改变这个事实
我一定要学会残忍一些
因为活在这个现实的世界里就是要这样的
有时我会想他了
可是我一定要学会再坚强一些
我站起来了就不要再跌倒
因为人总是要往上爬的
而不是往下的继续这样跌倒下去
我相信自己
我一定会做到的
他对我这样的态度
我不行了
WERN, you must stay strong!!!
Add Oil:)

WERN is back ^.^

Hey peeps!!!!
Finally, I'm back!
I just threw all the sadness away and now I'm so proud of myself.
Whatever you want to do or tell or anything, I just don't care for all those nonsense you have. I am so happy that I can do it by myself all the way and of course my friends that accompany through with me. Though I feel like I've been fooled by you but such a great lesson I've learned from this time. I had promised to myself that I need to first love GOD before anyone else. GOD is so good to me. I felt so lucky under HIS protection and HIS angels are just around me. This feeling is so great!

This song sang by （HEBE）田馥甄- 还是要幸福



不确定就别亲吻
感情很容易毁了一个人
一个人若不够狠
爱淡了不离不弃多残忍
你留下来的垃圾
我一天一天总会丢完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福
永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福
你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
你还是要幸福
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天 开始 这一切都结束

还我钥匙的备份
我觉得再见可以很单纯
我甚至真心真意的祝福
永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福
你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
你还是要幸福
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天 开始 这一切都结束
你还是要幸福
你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
你如果很幸福
半夜的简讯我就不需回复
因为你的悲喜已经有了 容身之处
我也 能有
最纯粹的孤独 最孤独 的 孤独

遺憾 - 方炯鑌

別再說是誰的錯　讓一切成灰
除非放下心中的負累　一切難以挽回
你總愛讓往事跟隨　怕過去白費
你總以為要體會人生　就要多愛幾回

與其讓你在我懷中枯萎　寧願你犯錯後悔
讓你飛向夢中的世界　留我獨自傷悲
與其讓你在我愛中憔悴　寧願你受傷流淚
莫非要你嘗盡了苦悲　才懂真情可貴




別再說是誰的錯　讓一切成灰
除非放下心中的負累　一切難以挽回
你總愛讓往事跟隨　怕過去白費
你總以為要體會人生　就要多愛幾回

與其讓你在我懷中枯萎　寧願你犯錯後悔
讓你飛向夢中的世界　留我獨自傷悲
與其讓你在我愛中憔悴　寧願你受傷流淚
莫非要你嘗盡了苦悲　才懂真情可貴

莫非要你嘗盡了苦悲　才懂真情可貴

Just left....

27th of NOV 2011

Finally
I am so tired of it
What can I do after hearing all those nonsense
You are letting me more suffer and suffer
This is not the one I want
You don't have to be perfect
I just need a person who can
love me
understands me
care for me
Though I felt like I've been fooled by you
This is the way you have done to me
I can't take it anymore
I hope I can forget everything soon
Add Oil!!!


~WERN~

Tired@.@

Why am I getting so tired on almost every Friday after work? Hmm....

Today finally you showed up!!! And I'm waiting for your reply...
I admit myself that I actually missed you so much. But eventually you let me down again and again. I don't know whether I should give up or not. I'm so sick with it. Can't even stand with it anymore. You let me disappointed again and again. Why am I so stupid???

smile, my friend:)

Today my mood is getting better:]
Praise the Lord:)
Although the hard feelings is still there, but just some simple things would made my day away. Second uploading was doing fine. Check out a new place to jalan and makan + take pictures;P

Last but not least, i was so surprise that you called me up. And this made me think back about you. The feeling is so great when you can think back those people around you are really AWESOME! And i learnt about appreciate those people around you and they make your life becomes better and more colorful.

Though i know that i really take it for granted when people are sincere for me. I really felt sorry for it.

Lastly i wanna say here is...

THANK YOU!!!

XOXO


Love
WERN

wish you were here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
That gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really mi-i-iss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

:'(:"(:"'(

路过你的心

我只是路过你的心
也许，这才是个开始
但我还是很感激
感激你对我说过的每一句话
外面开始下雨了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你变得冷淡了
眼泪止不住了
我的心真的受伤了

我真的受伤了

窗外陰天了　音樂低聲了　我的心開始想你了
燈光也暗了　音樂低聲了　口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外陰天了　人是無聊了　我的心開始想你了
電話響起了　你要說話了　還以為你心裡對我又想念了
怎麼你聲音變得冷淡了　是你變了　是你變了
燈光熄滅了　音樂靜止了　滴下的眼淚已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快樂　我的心真的受傷了

加油！

我要对自己好一些。。。
就像现在的我，怎么又再胡思乱想啊？傻瓜

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊 都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底 变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
所以逞强的 远远看着你
我想我不会恨你 只是也许

加油！WERN

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

I'm back...

Hey guys... feel like writing something to update here. So here we go...

I've made up my mind. I choose to leave again. haha.... I'm so unstable now. I'm a bit lost right now, right here. I don't know what do I want. I really hope that I will know what I want one day. I'm jobless for the moment. What a huge relief that I can get myself off from HER!!!! I really have no idea with HER. Luckily, I don't have any commitment yet. For the moment, I'm trying myself to treat myself better. I need a better life. I know that in this world will not have a perfect life but I just want to be free. Just like JESUS set us free;P

Okay, I miss you!!!


LOVES... and HUGSSS....

WERN

Still, remains won=)

I don't understand why he keeps on pushing me. I felt nothing, but as just simple and normal friends. Since dunno when... ??? Can we remain like this please? Don't take anymore steps to climb up the hill as you will get lesser air to breath when you climb higher. Stay where you stays that's perfect to me.

Actually I've thought before of this matter. What i couldn't find is the feeling between there. Even if i've given you a chance, I just don't feel it. Pls don't ask me why, coz I myself also don't know. Maybe you can say that I'm cruel.

For the good of two of us, I still want to say "REMAINS FRIENDSHIP IS THE BEST THING TO ME". This will makes me feel more happier!!!


p/s: Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. <<1 Corinthians 13:4>>

Uneasy

Today i felt a bit uneasy with my job. My role is as usual - serve the customer, but i felt like something/someone is pushing me away oppositely. My boss, ABM and colleagues, i felt uneasy with them. But anyhow, today was over. Two more weeks to go!!! And i will be having a week time of relaxation for my own, very very OWN!!! Which I had longing it so so so damn BADLY!!! Don't you feel that you're under control of something when you're working from Monday to Friday, repeat and repeat again for every week? And not even once you can find a whole week to rest yourself! EVER!!!

I'm switching myself to a new place soon due to some reasons. You will say I"m insane. YES!!! Coz the new place needs me to work from Sunday to Friday. Hahaha.... I've no other choice but to gain some experiences first before I can be successful. I guess the new place will gives me a more stable stop to try and explore more new things. Hmmm... my feeling now is half half, not very exited, but felt sad also coz I'll be leaving them soon. To be honest, my colleagues and my boss are very good to me larrr... I think the new place will not be like that anymore. Everything will be on my own. "Ada orang mati pun tak de orang tau." Sounds scary anot??? Need to be use to it d=(

Big Head!

Today I was a bit steamy and blurry in work. Having slightly flu and soon of having a fever are kinda slows me down in my working mood and efficiency. But overall, I still can tahan;) With God, everything is possible! Hahaha.... Imma strong gal.
Also, Mr. Yap called me up today for a very sudden thing asking me to do it immediately by TODAY! But i told him the fastest i can do is tmr. Not today. It's a too sudden thing for me. Hehe...

So, the problem is I need to take leave tmr!!! And many of my colleagues not in. So imma very BigHead lorrrr!!!
But at last, my boss approve for me a half-day leave. Thx God!

Boss said: 'Talk more and smile more' That's my job. SWT ler.... >.<
And rmb Monday 8.15am!

Ok, gotta sleep now!
Gd Nite!

美女

美女的称号，我配得吗？
总觉得还有更多，更多比我更美，更美的美女。。。
我只是一个普通女孩，没什么特别的
所以如果有人叫我美女时，我会不习惯
就好像今天你叫我美女时，我感到怪怪的
无论如何，谢谢你那么看得起我
哈哈。。。

还有，Mr. Ong
You're so cute! hahaha....
Thx a lot!

今天工作觉得很累，不够精神，眼睛一直下垂
为了明天的着想，今晚要早一点睡咯！晚安！

SORRYYYY!!!!!!

Sorry.... So so so sorry. I wanna become insane & crazy liao. Take it as a lesson. I won't do that again. Promise to YOU!!! I know You're always the best to me. Thank You JESUS! Please forgive me>.<